Friday, August 8, 2014

Time for a Facelift

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This blog has served me well. In the past few years, "Kicked, Cornered, Bitten and Chased" has been good to me. I have met tons of new friends, I have shared lots of content, and I have enjoyed the opportunity to showcase my photographs and memories with you.

However, as social media continues to evolve, I'm thinking it's time for a facelift.

In an effort to keep all my content on one website, I have imported my blog content to my new author website, Please visit my new page and all my future blog posts by clicking HERE.

Thank you so much for your support, and I look forward to your visits.

Have a great day!

-Lisa Ann

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Essence's Debut: The First Two Months

I can’t believe my debut novel Essence has been out for two months! What a fun, unexpected ride this has been.

My favorite part of the process has definitely been the opportunity to share in this journey with all of you. From chatting with readers to reading blog posts and checking out my Goodreads and Amazon pages, it has been an honor to realize Essence’s characters no longer simply exist in my head.

They are out in the world now. They are making mistakes and struggling desperately to learn from them. They are entertaining you, sometimes frustrating you, touching your life and bringing shades of your own experiences to the forefront of your thoughts.

They are reminding you of things. Of that summer you spent in Yosemite, of that complicated bad boy you once met, of the mistakes and lessons you learned when you first tried to figure out who you wanted to be when you grew up.

And, you know what? It’s a damn honor to share in these memories with you.

Here are some of my favorite reader quotes so far:
  • “I loved every second of Essence, and as soon as I finished it I wanted to start reading it all over again. And I still probably will.” -Ashley F. (The AP Book Club)
  • “This is kind of the ultimate summer read for me–fast paced without being fluffy, addictive writing that doesn’t drop in quality.” -Rachel M. (Giant Squid Books)
  • “Cults are one of the most unsettling things to read about, and I felt unsettled for the entirety of the book, which I think just goes to show how well O’Kane wrote this book.” -Rochelle (Goodreads)
  • “Intriguing. A fine job. Spent most of the book trying to figure out what would happen next.” -Joe S. (Amazon)
  • “I love this book! The day I purchased it, I was only planning to read a few chapters. I couldn't put it down until I finished it.” -Britt C. (Goodreads)
Please keep the reviews coming, and thanks so much to everyone who has already taken the time to comment on social media and/or leave a review on Goodreads and Amazon. I appreciate your feedback so much!

Have you picked up your copy of Essence yet? Here are some handy purchasing links:
Thanks again for your support, and I hope you have a wonderful day!

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Cover Reveal: THE PAPER MAGICIAN by Charlie Holmberg!

Good morning, everyone... It's time for an exciting cover reveal!

My pal Charlie Holmberg's debut novel THE PAPER MAGICIAN will be released on September 1, 2014, from 47North. It is an extraordinary adventure both dark and whimsical that will delight readers of all ages, and I'm so honored to be part of her cover reveal!

Before we get to that, here's a little teaser...

Ceony Twill arrives at the cottage of Magician Emery Thane with a broken heart. Having graduated at the top of her class from the Tagis Praff School for the Magically Inclined, Ceony is assigned an apprenticeship in paper magic despite her dreams of bespelling metal. And once she’s bonded to paper, that will be her only magic… forever.

Yet the spells Ceony learns under the strange yet kind Thane turn out to be more marvelous than she could have ever imagined—animating paper creatures, bringing stories to life via ghostly images, even reading fortunes. But as she discovers these wonders, Ceony also learns of the extraordinary dangers of forbidden magic.

An Excisioner—a practitioner of dark, flesh magic—invades the cottage and rips Thane’s heart from his chest. To save her teacher’s life, Ceony must face the evil magician and embark on an unbelievable adventure that will take her into the chambers of Thane’s still-beating heart—and reveal the very soul of the man.

Oooooh, sounds twisty and magical and fabulous, doesn't it?

Are you ready for the cover???

Scroll away!




Beautiful, isn't it???

Want to learn more? Here's Charlie's biography, and please check out the following links to pre-order your copy of THE PAPER MAGICIAN today!

Homegrown in Salt Lake City, Charlie was raised a Trekkie with three sisters who also have boy names. She writes fantasy novels and does freelance editing on the side. She’s a proud BYU alumna, plays the ukulele, and owns too many pairs of glasses.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Goodreads Q&A + A New Interview!

Happy Thursday! It's muggy and storming in Florida today, so I'm going to live vicariously through all of you who DON'T live in the tropics. I'm also going to enjoy this beautiful picture of Denali National Park in Alaska... Ah, thinking cold thoughts!

Photo Courtesy of Nic McPhee
A couple of ESSENCE updates for you, and thanks again to everyone who has taken the time to leave Goodreads and Amazon reviews about the book. Your kind words mean so much!

I just learned that Goodreads has started a new feature where authors can answer reader questions right on our home pages. I am so excited about this opportunity, so please follow this link if there is anything you would like to know about ESSENCE: Lisa Ann O'Kane Answers Your Questions.

Also, I am so honored to have been recently interviewed by my good friend and fellow writer Joe Kovacs. (Click HERE to check it out.) He "got" the book so perfectly that his questions literally brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much for reading ESSENCE, Joe, and thanks again for the interview!

Have a wonderful day, everyone!

Thursday, July 3, 2014

The Aftermath of My Book's Publication

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Today is a kinda special: Strange Chemistry released my debut novel ESSENCE exactly one month ago today.

Wow, one month. In that time, I have attended my very first book signing, I have participated in approximately one million blog tour posts, I have tweeted, and I have sold books out of the trunk of my car. I have worked at my day job all day, and I have stayed up until midnight working on book stuff many nights in a row. I have turned down dinner plans and dates and beach days... I have transformed into a little literary hurricane.

And now that the dust is settling... I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to do next.

ESSENCE is out in the world. It still requires attention, of course, but at this point... It kind of is what it is. People can buy it if they want to, they can like or hate it if they want to, they can tell their friends to read it if they want to... The focus of ESSENCE's attention is now beginning to shift away from me, because that baby is born, and it's out in the world.

Bucket List = Complete.

I should feel ecstatic about this--and I am, of course--but my prevailing emotion isn't elation like I expected. Instead, I feel strangely... empty... like a mother bird whose children have just left the nest.

I poured my heart and soul and guts into ESSENCE for the past two and a half years of my life. On some levels, ESSENCE has become me, so now that it's gone... Well, now I have this itchy, twitchy, incomplete feeling, like I'm not sure who I am without it.

(Well, that's not true. I am more in touch with myself now than I probably ever have been. But now that I actually have time on my hands... I just don't know what to do with myself.)

My writer friends recommend working on a new project, but the problem is... I don't exactly have one. I have been working on ESSENCE's sequel for the past year or so, but in the aftermath of the Strange Chemistry shutdown, ESSENCE's sequel no longer has a home.

I have options, of course. Self-publishing the sequel, other (cryptic) options... The problem is, my sequel isn't exactly finished, so I have to ask myself if I should forge ahead with it or turn my attention to my next project. (And I do have a next project in mind. I outlined the whole thing in just a few hours last month, and it's simmering at the edges of my subconscious, just waiting for its chance to see the light of day.)

But... I don't know. Something about writing anything just feels like work right now, so I wonder if what I actually need is a little break to find my center again.

Problem is... I am apparently no good at sitting still. I haven't had time to do it for years, and frankly, the proposition of it scares the hell out of me.

I didn't think I was one of those people who craved chaos, but now I'm beginning to worry that maybe I am. In the past month, I have joined a soccer team, and I have gone paddleboarding more times than is reasonably necessary. I have read three books, I have checked my email obsessively, and I have joined nearly every social gathering I could find. My dog is getting tired of her daily walks and sessions at the dog park, and frankly, I think someone needs to take my phone away to stop me from checking to SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING!!! every five minutes.

I am a bundle of nervous energy, and I'm not sure how I am supposed to calm myself down. So my question for all of you is... HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU NOT GO INSANE IN THE AFTERMATH OF YOUR BOOK'S PUBLICATION??

I feel like a need to be tranquilized right now...

(Only kinda kidding. ;))

Friday, June 20, 2014

Goodbye to Strange Chemistry

Today was a crummy day. Yesterday was a crummy day, too, because I was privy to some information that didn't hit the airwaves until this morning:

Strange Chemistry is shutting its doors.

Yep, you read that right. Effective immediately, my imprint will no longer be in the publishing business. (In case you missed the press release, you can read it here.)

To say I am saddened by this news would be an understatement. I feel absolutely deflated, and my heart goes out to every single person--author and staff member--who was affected by this decision.

ESSENCE--which slipped out of the gates barely two weeks ago--will be the last novel Strange Chemistry ever publishes.

I have to admit I am not 100% surprised by this news. Four weeks before my debut, my team broke the news to me that my sequel had been cancelled and ESSENCE would only be available as an eBook. I didn't realize the enormity of the issue at the time (and naturally took the news personally), but today, every other outstanding Strange Chemistry sequel or trilogy has been cancelled, and the rest of the summer and fall debut authors will no longer see their work in print (under the Strange Chemistry name, anyway).

Why? This is a tough damn business, and it seems like Strange Chemistry was unable to carve out a niche in the young adult market.

This is NOT because Strange Chemistry doesn't care about its authors.

I have read some truly mean comments on Twitter today, and--while I appreciate everyone's outrage over our displacement--I do want to say publicly that my heart goes out to all the staff members who have worked so hard on my behalf. They have believed in me from Day One, and I know they are just as shocked and saddened and hurt by this as the rest of us.

Sometimes, life just slaps you in the face. And I know we are all feeling the burn of this today.

In some ways, I am one of the lucky ones. I was able to grieve about the loss of my sequel last month, and my first book was published two weeks ago. (It will continue to be available on Amazon and Barnes & Noble.) And although I have been working on my sequel for the past year or so, I never really intended ESSENCE to be part of a series, so I am comfortable with the way my story now ends.

Most of all, I have decided I will not let this setback define me.

Sure, I got angry and upset when I heard the news. And I felt cheated. I cried and sank to the floor and wondered if my steadfast determination to become an author was quickly turning into a delusion. I thought about the disappointments and failures I have experienced leading up to this moment, and I wondered what the point of this whole thing was anyway.

Publishing is a dying industry, right? And no matter what you write, people are going to say terrible things about it (and you) on Amazon and Goodreads. Why pour your guts into something if all it brings you is heartbreak?

But then I remembered something. (Actually, I didn't remember it. My amazing agent Hannah Bowman did. Have I mentioned how much I love her lately?)

I didn't get into writing because I wanted to get something from it. I got into writing because it's part of my heart, and I can't imagine my life without it.

So... In spite of all the setbacks, in spite of the uncertainty, and in spite of the fact that I'm not entirely certain what's going to happen to ESSENCE next... I'm not quitting.

I will continue to write, and I will continue to spin stories that make my soul come alive. I pray my family of Strange Chemistry authors does the same, because I truly believe the world needs to hear our stories. And selfishly, I want all of us to rise from these ashes like goddamn phoenixes. (Sorry for the curse word. Think it's justified.)

I will write an ESSENCE novella if my heart requires it, and I will move on to another project that may or may not be read by a single other human being. And you know what? I will be so damn proud of that book, regardless of its final outcome.

Just like I'm proud of ESSENCE, and just like I'm proud and thankful for the time I got to spend with my Strange Chemistry team. Caroline Lambe is one of the most amazing people I have encountered in a very, very long time, and Michael Underwood and Jonathan Richardson brighten my day every time I interact with them. When Amanda Rutter believed in me enough to offer me a contract and called ESSENCE "simply superb," it made my entire summer. And when Lee Harris went to bat for me and my cover art, I could have hugged him.

Today is a crummy day.

But it's not the last day.

You can count on that.

Friday, June 13, 2014

ESSENCE Book Nerd Tour Schedule!

It has been so much fun celebrating the release of ESSENCE that we're extending the party until the end of the month! Thanks to the lovely folks at Book Nerd Tours, we have ten full days of additional ESSENCE tour stops for you!

Here is our full list of dates and topics:
Thanks so much to the lovely bloggers who are hosting me, and don't forget to enter our giveaway for your chance to win some ESSENCE swag. One grand-prize winner will receive:

An e-copy of ESSENCE...

... a vintage Yosemite map pendant and two collectible buttons...

... and a metal cuff similar to the ones worn by almost every character in ESSENCE!
Thanks in advance for your support, and I hope you have a wonderful day!

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Reflections on ESSENCE's Debut

Wow, the past few weeks have certainly been a whirlwind! I can't believe ESSENCE is out in the world, and I am so appreciative of all the bloggers, readers and supporters who have made my debut release such an amazing experience!

Here are a few pics from my Launch Party at Inkwood Books in Tampa last week. Thank you SOOO much to everyone who attended! (I can't believe it, but I kinda look like a real-life author in these! ;))

Thanks again to everyone who attended the party; I still feel like I am walking on air from all the excitement!

In case you missed any of the stops on my ESSENCE Pre-Release Tour, here is a full list of my posts and topics. A HUGE thank you to all of the bloggers who hosted me... You guys are the best!




More information about my Book Nerd post-release tour will be available very soon. Please join me this Friday (June 13th) for a full list of new tour stops and topics!

Thanks again to everyone for your support. I am very, very lucky to know you!!

Monday, June 9, 2014

"Path to Publication" Recap

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Wow, I can't believe my debut novel ESSENCE is out in the world! I also can't believe I have successfully completed my nine-part "Path to Publication" series. I hope you have enjoyed it; it has certainly been a (cathartic) pleasure to write.

In case you missed any of my posts, here is the full list of links and topics. Hopefully they will help convince you to likewise never give up on your dreams.

As Anais Nin once said, "Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage."
Have a wonderful day!

Friday, June 6, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Fifteen!

Strange Chemistry released my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here are my tour stops today (Friday, June 6th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Fourteen!

Strange Chemistry released my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here are my tour stops today (Thursday, June 5th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Thirteen!

Strange Chemistry released my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here is my tour stop today (Wednesday, June 4th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my post. Have a wonderful day!

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

ESSENCE's Release Day!!!

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Today is ESSENCE's Release Day!!! Here are today's blog tour stops:

I truly can't believe this day is finally here. As far back as I can remember, I wanted to be an author. I wanted to be an author before I knew how to read a word, or write a sentence, or turn on a computer, and I worked steadily at this dream for most of my childhood and nearly all of my twenties. 

I failed more times than is reasonably necessary, but I finally found success last summer when Strange Chemistry acquired my debut novel ESSENCE. Today, almost exactly one year later, ESSENCE is being released into the world. 

Wow. This is really happening.

As of today, perfect strangers can now purchase ESSENCE on Amazon and Barnes & Noble. They can read the words I have written, and they can be transported to a world that--up until this point--has mostly only existed in my head.

Wow. This is kind of a big deal, isn't it?

I'm not sure how I expected to feel today. Giddy, I think. Dancing on air. And to an extent, I am. I have a wonderful book signing planned at Inkwood Books in Tampa tonight, and I may even bust out a new dress and do a reading of some sort--all the while surrounded by family, friends and even some perfect strangers.

I'm elated. I really am. But what's interesting is that instead of feeling like I won the lottery, I really feel like I earned this. And that sense of accomplishment is accompanied by a bone-tired weariness that borders on exhaustion.


I'm not talking about the obvious hardships--writing the book, finding the literary agent, finding the publisher... Those pursuits were incredibly challenging, and they are certainly worth a mention, but I am more talking about the hardships I didn't expect: the sacrifices, the struggles for validation, the doubts and the second-guessing and the fears and the heartbreaks.

This sounds dramatic, but trust me, it's not. Because the thing about book-writing is, it doesn't exist in a vacuum. When you chose to dedicate yourself to it, you must make sacrifices in other areas of your life.

As many of you already know, I got divorced during the course of this journey. My book certainly wasn't the reason my ex-husband and I decided our lives weren't headed in the same direction, but I would be lying if I told you it wasn't a contributing factor at all.

I wasn't actively writing when my ex-husband met me, and then suddenly I was. It was all I wanted to do sometimes, and he didn't understand nor appreciate how intrinsically connected it was to my soul. He just wondered why I didn't want to spend as much time with him anymore, and his bewilderment over my strange new hobby highlighted a fact that neither of us wanted to admit: we were growing up now, and the fabric of our shared life was slowly unraveling.

My dedication to my writing--and to the travels and adventures that inspire it--has affected me in other ways as well. I have never owned a house or lived in one town longer than three and a half years, post-college. I have never painted a wall or planted a garden, and I have left soulmate friends scattered in every corner of the world. 

I have sacrificed all these things in the pursuit of something I couldn't quite explain, and that something is what has led me to this moment.

It is ESSENCE's Release Day. 

I published a book.

I accomplished that thing I said I was going to accomplish, and if I play my cards right, I may get another Release Day with another project some time in my future. 

But I may not. No matter how much I want to publish another novel, this may just not be in the cards for me. 

So... It's funny to sit here and hold ESSENCE in my hands. It's proof that I have reached my goal, but it's also so much less and so much more than that.

It's just a book. A book you can read in a few days and then go on with your life.

But it's also a love story. To adventure, to independence, to my adolescence, and to people I know and don't know. To that summer in Yosemite that changed nearly everything.

It's a dream. A pledge. A promise I made with myself. 

It's a blood contract and a shackle. The end of one life and the start of a new one. 

It's a heartbreak. A prayer. A song in my head and a light on the horizon.

It's the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me.

It's time to set it free. 

Monday, June 2, 2014

Never Giving Up

The Path to Publication, Part Nine

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Thank you for tuning in to the ninth (and FINAL) installment of my running series, “The Path to Publication.” (Did you miss my earlier posts? Scroll to the bottom for links to check them out!) Also, today is a VERY exciting day, because it's Day Eleven of my ESSENCE release tour! Here are today's tour stops:
In The Path to Publication, Parts One through Nine, I recounted my (often unsuccessful) attempts to land a literary agent and make the transition from an aspiring writer into a real-life author. These included writing my first book, getting turned down by a number of literary agents, signing with the wrong agent, watching that book crash and burn, and then getting dropped as that agent's client within the first four and a half months of our contract. I then wrote a new book and made the scary decision to abandon my first book in favor of the second one. This resulted in crippling anxiety, renewed energy, and a very scary email to the agent of my dreams to see if she would be interested in representing my new novel ESSENCE.

Well... Hannah Bowman of Liza Dawson Associates is thankfully not a glutton for pain. Just one week after I sent her my manuscript, she sent me this email:

Hi Lisa,

I just wanted to let you know that I finished ESSENCE yesterday on the plane and I loved it... I really loved the voice and the whole creepiness of the failed utopia.

Shall we talk next Thursday when I'm back from my trip?

... Since it's really not a secret that I want to sign you--shall I go ahead and send an agency agreement on so we can discuss it on Thursday? Or do you have other questions and do you want to talk to me on Thursday first?

Looking forward to it!


It would be the understatement of the year to say Hannah's email made my day. So did the agency agreement and our phone call that following Thursday. By June 24, 2012, I was officially Hannah's client. And there was no greater feeling in the entire world.

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Of course, the signing of Hannah's and my contract was only the beginning of our hard work. But this time, I was more than happy to "do things right" and spend as much time as possible editing and prepping ESSENCE before we began our submissions to potential publishers.

We worked our asses off, actually, and every moment I spent working with Hannah showed me just how off-the-mark my first literary agent had actually been. Hannah was approachable and enthusiastic, and she cared so much about my success and my growth as a writer that she poured everything she had into ESSENCE, too. She encouraged me to work through the book's cult elements time and time again, and she questioned so many aspects of my communities' customs and traditions that I felt the backstories of both groups really come alive under her guidance. 

Most importantly, though, she never prodded, and she never pushed. Instead, she simply inspired me to become a better writer, and she stood beside me and believed in me when I wasn't even sure I believed in myself. For this, I will be eternally, eternally grateful.

Now... This would be a great time to wrap this story and say, "and then they lived happily ever after," but unfortunately, life is not usually like that. And ESSENCE still faced an uphill battle, because even after Hannah and I poured our hearts into edits, we still needed to get a publisher to buy it. And, as we soon learned, this wasn't going to be easy.

We went on submission during the fall/winter of 2012/2013, right in the wake of some huge dystopian hits like THE HUNGER GAMES, DELIRIUM, DIVERGENT, and MATCHED. Publishers were either beginning to tire of the trend, or they were hoping to top it with one last mega-dystopian.

Unfortunately, ESSENCE was neither of these things. It definitely wasn’t fantasy, it wasn’t very speculative… It read more like a YA contemporary than anything else, but it also possessed those dystopian-like, cult qualities. Oh, and it took place in the near-future. Science fiction, maybe?

Hannah understood what I was trying to say, but many of the publishers we initially submitted ESSENCE to didn’t. And the ones who rejected us typically came back and said ESSENCE was either “too dystopian” or it “wasn’t dystopian enough.” Others said they loved it, but they just didn’t know where in the market they should place it.

I was heartbroken. Hannah and I tried finessing the cult elements in one direction or the other, but every time we tried to make significant changes, we found they never sat right with us.

ESSENCE was a story about cults. And it needed to stay a story about cults, even if that meant we could never find a home for it.   

Of course, we did find a home for ESSENCE--an incredible home, to be exact. The fabulous folks at Strange Chemistry are known for pushing boundaries and shaking up the publishing industry with high-quality young adult fiction, and they welcomed us with open arms even when ESSENCE didn’t neatly fit into any of their usual genres.

I still have Hannah's voicemail with the good news saved on my cell phone. And as soon as I read this quote about Strange Chemistry, I knew we had found a perfect fit:

Strange Chemistry is the new kid on the block... From the people behind the award-winning science fiction & fantasy imprint, Angry Robot, we are a fresh, modern imprint bringing quality Young Adult fiction to the marketplace.

So what makes us different? It’s all in the name – Strange Chemistry. Books that feel timeless, bringing you a mix of old and new. Traditional with a twist. Identifiable stories and genres that have been blended together to create something utterly special. Books for readers who are jaded of the same-old, same-old, and ready for something that will challenge them to enter new worlds.

Wow. Strange Chemistry believed in me. And they believed in ESSENCE.

And now... Here I stand--one day before ESSENCE is released in the world--and I look back on this long and crazy journey and realize maybe everything actually does happen for a reason. 

My path to publication hasn't been perfect--or straight-forward, or even clean--but it has been one hell of a journey. And through it all, I have been true to myself. I have told the story I have wanted to tell, and I have aligned myself with people who value me just the way I am.

My journey isn't finished, of course. It never will be. As soon as ESSENCE is released, I will need to brace myself for the inevitability that some readers are going to hate it. They are going to hate me, they are going to hate my flawed and imperfect characters, and they are going to say terrible things about me on Goodreads and Amazon. (These things will probably make me cry, even though I will wish they couldn't.) These strangers aren't going to value or understand me, and they aren't going to know or appreciate everything I have poured into this journey--all the blood and sweat and tears and setbacks and heartbreaks I have survived to even get to this moment.

(I got divorced along the way. Did I mention that? Also quit my job and moved halfway across the country to start my life over again. Lisa v 2.0 is still a work in progress.)

But you know what? That's life. Those readers don't owe me anything, not even their respect. And if they hate ESSENCE--or me--that's beyond my control. I have tried and failed enough in this life to know that you can't please everyone. Instead, you just have to keep your chin up, and you have to keep moving forward. 

And above all else--above everything, everything else--you have to believe in yourself. 

If you don't, who will??

I sincerely hope you have enjoyed my "Path to Publication" series. Thank you so much for spending your Mondays with me these past nine weeks, and I wish you the best of luck in your journeys--wherever they may lead you.

In case you missed any of my earlier posts, here they are for you:

Friday, May 30, 2014

ESSENCE Launch Party Details + Blog Tour Stops!!

ESSENCE Launch Party
Tuesday, June 3rd ... 7:00-9:00pm

Photo Courtesy of Inkwood Books
It's just a few days until ESSENCE's debut, which means... It's time for a Launch Party!!

What are you doing on Tuesday, June 3rd?? If you happen to find yourself in the Tampa Bay area, I would looooove you to join me at Inkwood Books in Hyde Park Village for my official ESSENCE Launch Party!

There will be wine, cheese and all things writerly. I will do a Q&A session and a reading (if I don't chicken out), and there will copies of ESSENCE on-hand for purchase. Inkwood Books also has a wonderful selection of books by all sorts of national and local authors, so please support this local business by joining us.

Here is a link to my Facebook event invitation: ESSENCE Launch Party. I would also appreciate you spreading the word to anyone else you think may be interested in attending. Thanks so much, and I hope to see you there!

Also... Don't forget that today (5/30) is Day Ten of my ESSENCE Blog Tour. Here are today's tour stops:
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!

Thursday, May 29, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Nine!

Strange Chemistry will be releasing my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here are my tour stops today (Thursday, May 29th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Eight!

Strange Chemistry will be releasing my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here is my tour stop today (Wednesday, May 28th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my post. Have a wonderful day!

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Seven!

Strange Chemistry will be releasing my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here is my tour stop today (Tuesday, May 27th):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my post. Have a wonderful day!

Monday, May 26, 2014

Diving Back In

The Path to Publication, Part Eight

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Thank you for tuning in to the eighth installment of my running series, “The Path to Publication.” (Did you miss my first posts? Scroll to the bottom for links to check them out!) Also, today is a VERY exciting day, because it's Day Six of my ESSENCE release tour! Here are today's tour stops:

When we last left off, I had just turned down a literary contract from my dream agent (Hannah Bowman of Liza Dawson Associates) because I wanted to finish my new project ESSENCE instead of submitting my first project THE MERMAID GENE. This is one of the scariest decisions I had ever made in my entire life, but deep in my gut, I knew it was the right decision.

THE MERMAID GENE was my first book, and although I loved it, I could now see that it had its share of rookie mistakes. The beginning dragged, the tense was wrong, the main characters were too perfect... I had followed a trend and written THE MERMAID GENE for a very specific audience, and that self-consciousness shined through on almost every page.

ESSENCE wasn't like that. ESSENCE was grittier, and it was also more intense. It dealt with serious issues like cult brainwashing and peer pressure, and it starred characters who weren't always right. They made mistakes, and they bumbled through their journeys the way people who have been controlled their whole lives often do. They trusted the wrong people, they made questionable choices, and they sometimes hurt each other.

ESSENCE's main characters scared me, because they weren't like me. At the end of the day, however, I was proud of myself for having the courage to write them, and I ended up loving them more than many of THE MERMAID GENE's characters, because they were real. And they were flawed. And they wanted nothing more than to rise above their circumstances and succeed despite all the odds stacked up against them.

So... I turned down that literary contract from Hannah Bowman, and then I proceeded to hyperventilate for about a month. I panicked and second-guessed myself, and my creativity died entirely.

And then one day... I just got over it. 

I wanted to write ESSENCE because I loved it. I wanted Hannah to love it, too, but I knew I couldn't write it for Hannah, or for my friends and family, or for anyone else. I had to write it for me, and I had to believe in it. Even if no one ever wanted to buy it or read it, I could still look back at that manuscript and say I had given it my all.

So I did. I spent the next few months telling my story, and I abandoned my usual plotting approach in favor of a breathless sort of free-writing I still don't completely understand. And at the end of it--right in the middle of June 2012--I had a book.

I can't express to you how nervous I was when I finally hit "send" on this email:

Hi Hannah, I hope you are doing well. I have just completed my ESSENCE revisions, and I have attached my manuscript for your review. Here is a more fleshed-out version of the novel's pitch:

Neutrality is the key to longevity.

This is the only truth sixteen year-old Autumn [Grace] has ever known. She lives under the control of San Francisco’s cult-like Centrist Movement—a new spirituality that claims emotional experiences lead to Essence drain and early death.

Autumn has learned to suppress her feelings, but her younger brother’s death brings her faith into question. While illegally sprinting through a condemned park, she encounters Ryder [Stone]—a free-spirited Outsider who claims Essence drain is nothing more than a Centrist scare tactic. From his headquarters in the abandoned remains of Yosemite National Park, he says he can prove it.

Joining Ryder’s community means abandoning her family, giving up her identity and forsaking everything she has ever believed in, but Autumn is determined to find the truth—even if she risks losing herself in the process.

The novel is 82,000 words now--about 8,000 less than my first draft. (I know there are some quasi-dystopian elements to the plot, but I have tried hard to distinguish it as a "cult book" instead of a dystopian novel. ESSENCE reminds me more of an adventure novel like Alex Garland's THE BEACH, with a free-spirited clan and the illusion of paradise.)

Thanks again for how supportive and approachable you have been during this whole process. Please let me know if you have any questions, and like I said, if you want ESSENCE, it's yours. I won't even write a query letter.

Have a great morning.

And then... The waiting began.

Tune in next week for the FINAL installment of "The Path to Publication" to see what happened next!

Did you miss my earlier "Path to Publication" posts? Check them out here:

Friday, May 23, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Five!

Strange Chemistry will be releasing my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here are my tour stops today (Friday, May 23rd):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Essence Blog Tour, Day Four!

Strange Chemistry will be releasing my debut novel Essence on June 3rd. (!!!) To celebrate, I will be blog touring from May 19th through June 20th.

Here are my tour stops today (Thursday, May 22nd):
Special thanks to the amazing bloggers who are hosting me, and thanks in advance for checking out my posts. Have a wonderful day!